Dear Diary: today i woke up not feeling to great, this whole drama w. my bestfriends pregnancy its getting on my nerves. i love her to death and i wanna help her in all she needs. but besides that little problem i guess all is ok. im just wondering, why the ppl have to be so rude and mean.. im only 17 and almost all i have are problems and to many pressions on my shoulders. i really dont know what to do. now im going trough my father's rejecting my dream of moving and persude mi dream, that makes me really sad and desperate cause i dont know what i can do for him to accept me just the way i am.ok now i have to go but i promise to u diary that i would wrote some more later, have to some dishes.