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Dear Diary,
The way he stared was odd he looked at me as if I were supposed to know him as if we've been great friends and only he knew I was not informed. He greeted me formally, odd, no 17 year old boy would say good day i might get a head nod, a grunt if I'm lucky, and a hey once in a blue moon from other guys. The only guy I could count on to say good morning everyday was my ex and that was because he just still wanted me but its too soon, I just can't be in love right now, or so I keep telling myself because every time I see him, I fantasize about marrying him. I dream of being high school sweethearts, and later in life carrying his children. But I can't be in love, I don't want to be in love. I should been in an emotional abyss of darkness and despair, but when I see him my heart soars, and the way he grins I think he hears it to. But he can't can he? Why does my foolish heart always pick the wrong guys, or the wrong time to fall in love? Cant it ever pick a right time, and if maybe it is the right time what's wrong with him? He's so secretive at times or maybe just plain rude. I don't know but alas how could I know?
Dear Diary,
Well I've never been a superstitious person, I know I can't be right it can't be true. These things aren't real they just DON'T EXIST. But they might But yet he can't be a ........ a ...... va-what i think he is, they are not real. NO it can't be I must be wrong, I will investigate before I accuse. In other news Matt has finally left me alone, I think I may have offended him, with the way I look at.... oh dammit does my life revolve around that bo- thi- vam- oh I don't know what to call him. I think I need some sleep, then maybe I can be more objective.
Dear Diary,
It's true I confronted him, before he even started to deny it I knew it was true by the look on his face. I told him not to lie to me, and he didn't he told me and I asked of his brother who is so dedicated to the council that I now knew to hunt and destroy va- his kind he said yes I'm just going to come out and say what he is.
The man I love Stefan Salvatore is indeed a VAMPIRE. And I still foolishly so in love with him.
-Elena
The way he stared was odd he looked at me as if I were supposed to know him as if we've been great friends and only he knew I was not informed. He greeted me formally, odd, no 17 year old boy would say good day i might get a head nod, a grunt if I'm lucky, and a hey once in a blue moon from other guys. The only guy I could count on to say good morning everyday was my ex and that was because he just still wanted me but its too soon, I just can't be in love right now, or so I keep telling myself because every time I see him, I fantasize about marrying him. I dream of being high school sweethearts, and later in life carrying his children. But I can't be in love, I don't want to be in love. I should been in an emotional abyss of darkness and despair, but when I see him my heart soars, and the way he grins I think he hears it to. But he can't can he? Why does my foolish heart always pick the wrong guys, or the wrong time to fall in love? Cant it ever pick a right time, and if maybe it is the right time what's wrong with him? He's so secretive at times or maybe just plain rude. I don't know but alas how could I know?
Dear Diary,
Well I've never been a superstitious person, I know I can't be right it can't be true. These things aren't real they just DON'T EXIST. But they might But yet he can't be a ........ a ...... va-what i think he is, they are not real. NO it can't be I must be wrong, I will investigate before I accuse. In other news Matt has finally left me alone, I think I may have offended him, with the way I look at.... oh dammit does my life revolve around that bo- thi- vam- oh I don't know what to call him. I think I need some sleep, then maybe I can be more objective.
Dear Diary,
It's true I confronted him, before he even started to deny it I knew it was true by the look on his face. I told him not to lie to me, and he didn't he told me and I asked of his brother who is so dedicated to the council that I now knew to hunt and destroy va- his kind he said yes I'm just going to come out and say what he is.
The man I love Stefan Salvatore is indeed a VAMPIRE. And I still foolishly so in love with him.
-Elena
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